Tuesday without Monday feels like Monday

No matter if we goto work on Monday or Tuesday or not till Wednesday. It still feels like an old fashioned Monday to me.. Still don't want to be here, same shitty commute, same feelings of damn these people suck. Oh well better to have an extra day of sleep then to be here.

Redemption

Well the day started off a bit crapy, but it got better. I went back to bed and I was upset, C woke up and was all, "what's wrong". I said nothing go back to sleep. He was like you know I can't sleep if you are upset, so spit it out. So I told him what that I was upset and why. He was so sweet he apologized and got out of bed and made me lunch with desert. Brought me some entertainment and was all lovie and appreciating me all afternoon. I had to put him to bed so he wouldn't be dead on his feet at work. That's where he is now sleeping like a baby. He is sweet but I think just sometimes oblivious to some things, especially if he can not see my facial expressions. He sometimes thinks I am joking or kidding around when I am not. He more than makes up for them though with all his unexpected little things he does. Oh well all in all a good day so it is off to watch a little TV before I join him.

Later
-Kay

Shit for brains

Why are men so mean.

They are nice to you most of the time and treat you crappy the rest. I hate him for that. I hate him for making my doubt my choices. He comes in and is all hi baby, love you. Then he laughs at me cause I am half awake and the cat gets under the bed and scares the shit out of me. I asked him to do a simple fucking thing for me and all he did was laugh and say "its fine like that, I'm going to bed" fuck-it if it was fuckin fine I wouldn't have asked him to close the fuckin shade. So I had to get up and get fucking dressed so I can go to the open window and close the fucking shade that he passed by to get to the goddamn bed. fucker. Now my day is spoiled, it is 9 fuckin am and I am all pissy and shit and his ass was sleep by the fucking time I get back from the damn bathroom to tell him. I am not a bitch I am not going to wake up someone just to bitch at the but fuck-it I am on strike. I am not doing anything else all fuckin day see how he likes that shit. fuck him I don't give a flying fuck. Next man.

Strange thoughts and feelings

I had an immensely strange happening earlier today. I was in bed with C and he latched onto my nipple and I had the thought of "oh no". Now that is not the usually thought when my nipple is being tortured in an exquisite way. It struck me as odd and I was able to move through the odd sensation into some seriously great sex. It was one of those "Too Much" situations where my body began to cum an refused to stop. OK some people might say, "so what's the problem." well the problem is I am greatly satisfied by my man but no man can keep up with this ultra turned on nature that over takes my body at times. It is like some mysterious floodgate has been opened and can not be stopped by any means that I know of. Now C has been with me quite some time and he thinks that they are wonderful and will torment my body into great fits of pleasure and thoroughly enjoy it. He will even go so far as to keep me all revved up while he takes a 5 min breather and then he's back in the game given my pussy a fine working over.

The real problem with this is dehydration. After all that panting and sweating I am dehydrated and unable to move let alone go for a glass of water. Thankfully I am involved with a VERY evolved man who brings me what I need without request, which is sometimes impossible. He has even had to hold the glass for me if I have been rendered too jelly like to have enough muscle control to make it to my mouth.

Now another problem which is being faced a this time is vaginal dryness. After the first hour to 2 hours sometimes it can become a problem. So that even if lubrication is restored after a 3 hour session I may have some friction issues. So for all the ladies out there who may stumble upon there ramblings one extremely important product that is a must for the night stand is Burt's Bees Lip Balm. It soothes sore painful friction problems if the coochy like nothing else ever has. Just apply to your fingers and gently apply to affected areas. The soothing cooling sensation is wonderful. and the healing properties are great. No soreness the next day, or even in a few hours. Everything is in good working order and ready for another romp.

Well off to recuperate, I pulled a muscle during that last bit so I need some shut-eye.

Later
-Kay

SLOW

Oh my god this day is crawling by. I am so horny. I took off my panties at lunch time but it hasn't helped, man what a day to have worn jeans to the office. I may have to take a min in the bathroom and masterbate a bit. just to calm the fires.

Wonder amazement a little creepy but I will get used to it

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Morning thoughts

I awoke this morning at the usual 4:45 in the freakin morning to make the train up to work. I was naked, warm, and comfortable. I lay there and I can’t for the life of me remember what I dreamt last night. Which is unusual for me, I usually can remember then at least for most of the day till they start to get fuzzy. Well I just thought to myself that it was a little strange but some other people never remember what they dream, that’s so sad. Our dreams are like our minds playground with all the imagination freedom it needs to thrive in this uneventful world we currently occupy. Then these thoughts morph over into thoughts of my situation.

I work a job that does not appreciate me or pay me enough to be making a long ass commute twice a day. Also it is sapping my strength and energy. My man and I are so tired from work that last week we only go to have sex 3 times or so. Not a good number. We only get to spend time together on the weekends so we like to try to squeeze in as many sessions as possible into the F S S escapades. Being sexually active people it consumes a fare bit of your energies outside of work and hobbies, but it sure is a great way to spend the day and night.

Well that’s it for now.
Later
-Kay

I knew all those years at the movies would pay off YEAH!!!

Armed and Dangerous Congratulations! You scored 89%!

You made it out, alive and well supplied. You probably even kept most of your party alive too. You know what to look for, what to take, and when to just run. You even feel a strange inkling to go back. If you did, you'd probably do just fine.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=5349989821747660792 Go see how you stack up against the zombies

Well, when life throw you lemons, you hit some one in the head with them

So I am here as usual doing not too much. My work is under the impression that 5 years of school two bachelors degrees and common sense aren't worth jack. I am so tired of the Fish Faced Asshole treating me like one of his dysfunctional daughters. I may not be ancient by his "father time" standards but I am by no means baby freakin new year. For shit's sake if my boss, who is not him, didn't think I could do the job he wouldn't have hired me. He has one more time, even I have my limits of keeping my mouth shut, though they are depressingly high. Oh well this my be the second time that I will be yelling at some one at work.

The first time was a similar situation where some one thought they could run all over me just cause I am quiet and an agreeable person. Tough SHIT people, back the hell off the quiet people around you they are just waiting to boil over and take all you taking advantage mother-fuckers out.

Any way the commute is too long anyway so I am going to start looking for a new better paying job this weekend AND I am not coming in to work on Friday. I think I shall go get drunk with friends in the middle of the day, play some pool and pinch some asses, I get handzy when I am drunk. ;) Ya happy hour.

Well that made me feel a little better. There is a hell of a lot to this venting thing. Now I want to go get naked and have some one rub warm oil all over my body. Oh well have to save that for this weekend.

Wish me luck

Later
-KM

Woman with Fruit

Woman with Fruit
Originally uploaded by KMishawn.

Ramble (I do that a lot)

OK I guess I should tell people what it is I will be posting about. Well anything and everything. I am an undercover opinionated person. Most people don't pay attention to me, so now I have this to let the world know what I am thinking. Also it will be a place for me to clear my mind. I don't suspect many people will be interested in it but who know. Maybe people are in to listing to some crazy chick they never met ramble on about what is good bad and great in her life. Who knows. Well I will however try to cover some topics.... Don't really know what they are at the moment but I have so much rolling around in my head we will probably have a good time. Well I'm off to do some work, or at least make people think I am. HA
Later

Here I am at work. My will to live is being sucked out of me one little paltry task at a time, maybe not my will to live but definitely my will to keep this low paying job. I am trying not to tell them to take this job and stuff it. I am so in need of some me and my man time that it is a shame. He is stuck working opposite shifts than me so time is fleeting, and lord know if we could actually get the job done in less than a couple of hours it wouldn’t be so bad. But hay, you can’t rush extreme pleasure.

I think I just need to get my mind off his body, but it is all I can think about. I am in need of some serious cock at this moment. I am an orally fixated female so to say. I love to suck that hard throbbing cock in my mouth and make him call out my name. Never a problem. The greatest thing is my man has an insatiable need to eat pussy. And I am more than happy to oblige except when I am in need of my cock sucking fix.

Now most people would thing will just 69 it and get the best of both worlds. These people would be those that do not LOVE having a cock in their mouths or hunger for the taste of pussy. The fact is the 69 is great for some simultaneous quick’ish foreplay but it is not that good for enjoying what you are doing. I thoroughly enjoy going down on my man and I thoroughly enjoy him going down on me. But when these two extremely enjoyable things happen at the same time things get a bit complicated. I get stuck between enjoying what I am doing or what he is doing.

How on one hand you have me loving some cock, then you have him – all tongue pierced and enjoying himself, tearin up some pussy. So it becomes a battle of who can distract the other. Don’t get me wrong that is one of my favorite games, but sometimes I just NEED that cock right NOW. So if we both are in that state it is just a fucking sucking free for all with everything turning out ok in the end.

I am not complaining its all just thoughts. God I need to suck some cock right now. Damn the workday is too long. Later

First out

First post to this, my secret spot on the web. I have been contemplating this for a while but I am just now getting around to it. This, my just existing, is a secret; if you figure who I really am keep it to yourself. If I disappear then I have been found out. So I shall give this a run and see how it flies. Hello world Kay Mishawn here and this is Confessions of a Confused Mind. Stay tuned for more.