New Favorite song

All the things your man won't do 

by joe

Hey love 
You say you need someone 
To be there for you 
To love you all night long huh 
It's kinda funny but 
I don't think you have to look no further 
Because I'm right here 
And I'm ready 
To do all the things your man won't do 

Tell me what kind of man 
Would treat his woman so cold 
Treat you like you're nothin' 
When you're worth more than gold 

Girl to me you're like a diamond 
I love the way you shine 
A hundred million dollar treasure 
I'll give the world to make you mine 

[La, la, la, la, la] 
I'll put a string a pearls right in your hand 
Make love on a beach of jet black sand 
Outside in the rain we can do it all night 
Out to tour the places he would not 
And some you never knew would get you hot 
Nothin' is forbidden when we touch 

Baby, I wanna do 
All of the things your man won't do 
I'll do them for you (Whoa) 
Baby, I wanna do (Hey) 
All of (All of) the things your man won't do (Every little thing) 
I'll do them for you (Yeah) 

I'll take you out on a night cruise 
On a yacht, just can't lose 
�Cause we got a lot to look forward to 
1-2, what ya gonna do 
What good is a diamond nobody can see it 
I hear he got you on lock down 
But I got the master key, yeah 

[La, la, la, la, la] 
I'll light a thousand candles all around 
Show me to the subway, I'll go down 
Nothin' can be sweeter than the sound of makin' love 
Baby, when I start I just can't stop 
I'll love you from the bottom to the top 
Nothin' is forbidden when we touch 

Baby (Baby), I wanna do (Hey...) 
All of the things your man won't do (Every little) 
I'll do them for you (Ooh...) 
Baby, I wanna do (I wanna do, yeah) 
All of the things your man won't do (Oh) 
I'll do them for you (Yeah) 

And oh...oh...yeah...yeah...oh, yeah 
Oh 

[La, la, la, la, la] 
I'll light a thousand candles all around 
Show me to the subway, I'll go down 
Nothin' can be sweeter than the sound of makin' love 
Baby, when I start I just can't stop 
I'll love you from the bottom to the top 
Nothin' is forbidden when we touch, ooh , yeah 

Baby, I wanna do (Oh) 
All of the things your man won't do (I'm gonna, I'm gonna, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh) 
I'll do them for you (Ho) 
Baby (Baby), I wanna do (I wanna do) 
All of the things your man won't do (And oh, yeah) 
I'll do them for you 

Ooh, I got a jones in my bones for you 
There ain't a damn thing that I won't do 
I'll make your body cream with my sex machine 
I won't stop until I hear your mother scream 

Baby, I wanna do (I wanna do) 
All of the things your man won't do (Whoa, oh, oh, ho, ah, yeah, yeah, hmm) 
I'll do them for you 
Baby, I wanna do (Wanna do) 
All of the things your man won't do (Yeah, whoa...whoa...) 
I'll do them for you (I wanna do it for you, baby) 

Baby, I wanna do 
All of the (Oh, whoa) things your man won't do 
I'll do them for you 
Baby (Oh, yeah), I wanna do 
All of the things your man won't do (Oh, yeah, oh, yeah) 
I'll do them for you 

Baby, I wanna do 
All of the things your man won't do 
I'll do them for you

To the Max

What the hell. You really really like them. you aren't trying to wear them. its about me in them... 

WOOTY WOOT WOOT,,,, oh but you won't... cause I have a...

But you will do that thing I love... not as often as I would like...

you do care.. about... for... maybe.... 

I don't have a place here.... competing with the art. fleeting...

Gone to soon, but here now... february will be lonely. 

the thought that I should be better circles me. eats my confidence and so I am quiet. soft spoken... unsure. 

your touch screams in my ears and deafens me. contact thorough searing away bringing moisture.

All to for about with me. its me. Its all me. hard soft push pull. a dream yearning my fancy.

Why is it that I can't have you forever. 

ode to Daddy

You are there for me always. Even when I am at my worst. If I can call with a problem between work hours monday through friday.

You make me feel like Im the bestest little girl ever. Some of the time. Others you make me feel like I am not "enough". 

You spank my ass and cause me all kinds of good pains. though I could use a few that have been missing. I could use less tears.

i love being your little girl. Though another lives my place. years is a hell of a wait

You bling up my Christmas cause "thats what your little girl likes".  odd that it feels like a bribe to overlook. 

I am so tired of being in my place out of my place. Freedom is starting to look nice from over here. freedom is lonely.

Life as a never was

Well its official I am 30 and a looser. worse yet I have realized I am a never was. People always say so pretty and talented you should be something by now. Well guess what "I AN NOT ANYTHING"  Even my fall back plan of have a family so at least you can say you were something to someone failed like an ice-cube on the wrong side of the gates of hell. I just don't get it. All those fucking people lied to me they said pretty people have it easy. NO the truth is pretty people with the backing to become famous people have it easy. When you are poor and pretty all it gets you is people thinking you are dumb. Also men who know you are dumb and lonely enough to be their whore while they look for a "girl to settle down with" so every time you see an ex the rest of your life he is ALWAYS married/committed to some homely usually heavy chick. Why I sit and watch my life never happen. I cant even remember the last time I had a dream of any kind that was just about me. Its always sacrificing for someone else cause thats what I was supposed to do. Well guess what it didn't do me a damn bit of good the universe is still shitting on me like I was told would only happen if I was selfish and did whatever the fuck I want. In fact a large majority of the people I know who are doing ok or better then ok are because of dishonesty or what do they call it exaggeration a little fudging or whatever in short doing whatever they had to do get what they wanted. Thanks a lot for the lie

Depression is just like home

Guess who is depressed here. this gal. My life is just not fun right now. and I am fucking tired of it. 

it just isn't fair. Fair what the fuck is fair. Nothing. Life is the one totally unfair thing we much all endure. 

You know I have been this way forever. taking a couple of forays into that normal shit but really i don't like it. 

cause I always am back here. 

useless to the world

not good enough for anyone ever

always such a nice girl why are you still single

well thats easy cause Im me and I'll be this way forever

and its a horrid day in the neighborhood

Jobless.... again.... Not sure i can take this at christmas. Why is it that shitty things like to come in packs so you feel like all of creation is tell you that you suck a bunch. 

Glad I get to spend christmas in my place will be homeless on the first of the year. YA