Ya---Booo

why is it that when we have a good time there is always something to come along to make us feel like shit again.  It like the good feelings aren't supposed to last more then a minute. But it doesn't work the other way around. when bad shit happens it just keeps on coming there isn't anything there to lift you up a bit. no the world is designed to keep us all miserable.

Monday Monday

You know how much I love a monday. I am tired and needs to see my Daddy here soon or I am going to go bratzerk on the world. I feel neglected.... Though I did get to see him just a bit ago but DAMN I need attention and lots and lots of orgasms.... hell I need to get my mind off it... hmm lets see. on the way to work today I realized one great thing. ITS PAYDAY. so Nice there. AND the traffic wasn't terrible so good on that. Well I will be wishing for a less tense day so I can relax a bit. Woot.

And so we fall

We did it. We said yes. but to what you may ask. well to being accountable to another human being. a great one but another person just the same. what the hell was i thinking with this one.well so much for my wild fun. we are going to miss running wild to parties and hotel excoursions. but pulling in some of that will give me time to develop a relationship...... ewww when you say it like that it sounds like a bad thing. Oh well. well shall see. More later

kisses