Bad day

when you realize you are sitting on the edge of your bed rocking like a victim and chewing your finger. Not the nail the finger. Shit what happened to my life. 

Some days

Some days are harder then others. 

some days you wake and think to yourself why

what was the reasoning to wake me up to this useless existence one more day. 

I got nothing there. If there is a plan I missed the strategy meeting.

I know nothing of the destination or how it is I am supposed to get there.

So up I go and off to work at a job that doesn't full fill me or make life better for anyone anywhere.