things went well for a while and now i am really starting to hate my life
stuck in a job i hate but can't quit cause i have to have the income to pay for the degree that got me the job i hate
got married and now i hate him too i guess theres no makeing some people happy
the only good thing is i am looking fabu losing a bunch of weight and getting back in shape mostly cause i don't have time to eat taking car of my new ready made family
well at least a few more years before i can't take it and hop a plane to another country to get away from it all
for now i sit and wonder just how funny god thinks it is to stick me with this life and this mental mess not that i am at all surprised wen you look at the rest of the world i guess i have it pretty good at least i am not dead yet though if i were just a bit of a weaker person i could just sink right into that thought and be done with it
i need a vacation from my damn life
well i will write again when i have something less complainer like to say
all the good men are gay too damn far away or dead
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