Why am I hiding at work. Well my dating life has been so bad lately I have contemplated just batting for the other team till I can get my shit together enough for a man to be bothered. What the fuck. People are supposed to be perfect or at least be perfectly happy about their situation. Guess what some of use are bitter about their situation. And constantly being told its wrong doesn't help the feeling. Constantly being told you are too negative doesn't help me feel any better about the day. I don't know how to be positive. No correction I don't know how to take the daily disappointment of being positive. at least if I am expecting the worst I get to be pleasantly surprised when something good happens.